45. i don’t think i am in love with my boyfriend anymore, but i hold on to the relationship because i am afraid of losing what we had. i want us to be what we were before. i want to go back to when we were in love, but i don’t think it is possible anymore. i find myself angry with him and wanting my freedom, but i care about him too much to let him go.
12 September 2011
43.I’m in love with my ex-boyfriend still. It’s been a year since we broke up and I regret the final week of our relationship every day. He wasn’t giving me the attention I wanted so I sought it out elsewhere. On the day we went on a break, my ex wanted me to go by his house to talk about everything and I told him no that I had plans with my best friend. It was a lie. I was meeting my guy friend at the movies. Four days later my relationship ended and the guy “friend” stopped talking to me.
At the same time, I started hanging out with this new girl. She was dating my ex’s bestfriend, but he ended things really quick. I thought she was really cool so I kept hanging out with her and she would go out with my ex and I. I quickly confided in her. During my break with my ex, she was having “heart-to-heart’s” with him. Two weeks later after I had gone away to Disney with my family she tells me they were dating. Their one year is in July. They live together and have a dog.
But, I miss him so fucking much. As each day goes by, when it should be getting easier, it gets harder. The more days that pass equal the more days they are together. I know I’m supposed to be happy as long as he’s happy, but I don’t want him to be happy with her. I want him to be happy with me again. I love him so much, and I wish I could go back to the day he wanted to talk. We could have fixed things. I wish I could just find his apartment, knock on his door, and tell him everything. I just want to be in his arms again. I want to hear his laugh. I want to see his family. Go to Sunday pasta at his Nana’s house. I want him and everything we had. I love him.
44 .ive fallen in love with someone within less than 3 months. ive told him when we were drunk and hes said the same thing but first. so i know im not crazy. i dated a boy previously for 4 years. ive forgotten what this feeling feels like and i love it. he’s perfect.<3
12 September 2011
42. Im in love with a guy from London. I live in New York. Theres another guy that would love to be with me, but, I just dont feel the connection like I do with the first guy. This July, im taking a trip to the second guy so we can become closer. But, I still feel the love for the first guy. I feel horrible. In so many ways.
30 May 201141. me and my best friend are both in love with the same guy.
i want the guy more than my best friend and it breaks me everytime i think about it.
how can i be so heartless?
40. A year and a half ago, I kissed another guy… and he told my boyfriend.
I lied and said it never really happened and he still believes me to this day. I want to own up, but it’d kill me and ruin our relationship. I’ve never confessed this to anyone, and I’d like to leave it here, and forget about it forever.
39. I live with my guy best friend, and when he moved in I promised myself I wouldn’t fall for him- but I did anyway. He has a gf, who I absoloutely hate, and I would do anything to ruin their relationship. Because of this, we fight constantly and he’s decided to move home in September, and I’m so afraid of who I’m going to be without him. I can’t sleep at night anymore if he’s not next to me, and when he doesn’t stay home I cut to forget about the fact that he’ll never love me. I can’t tell him that if he leaves I’m going to fall apart because to everyone I’m the girl who always stays so strong. I feel like if he leaves i’d be okay with just commiting suicide. I know it’s unhealthy to be so attached to someone, but I don’t know how to start to distance myself.
24 May 201138. I wanted it to work, I wanted you to want me as much as I wanted you.
I still want you.
I know it would’ve worked, been great, we would’ve love each other;
if only you wanted to try.
I wish you would’ve tried, for me, I would have made it worth it.
I know.
37. I want my best guy friend to fall in love with me. I think we’d be really good for each other and I’m already super comfortable being myself around him. I tell him everything, beside the fact that I think he’s stupid for thinking this one girl he likes is going to be his future wife. As if! I want to be able to love him so much more than just as friends.
24 May 201136. I know that I like you, and I think you like me… But the thing is, I don’t know what’s made you interested suddenly. You wouldn’t look at me twice before.
23 May 201135. i cry when i look in the mirror because i hate what i see.
22 May 201134. i really like my cousins best friend!
22 May 201133. She fucked your life up, and all I want to do is be in your arms. I’m not going anywhere. No one else compares to you. Whenever your ready to give me a chance, I’m ready. I already love you as a bestfriend. Next step, as a boyfriend. I don’t care how it happens or when it does, I just want you to kiss me once. Is that too much to ask?
22 May 201132. i am with someone who doesn’t deserve me and treats me like i am worthless, but i am too weak to leave him.
22 May 201131. I live with my boyfriend… & I’m falling for his best friend… Who also lives with us.
22 May 2011